I am trying to say. What I want to say. Without having to say. What I want to say.

what i am trying to say: i am a mere shadow of myself. i’ve been sitting, writing for the past 4 and a half hours and my concentration is close to zero. why would a teacher expect people in an erasmus course with apparently no prior knowledge of the subject to write an essay of 5000 words? as far as i can judge now, impossible. i’m glad i have the day off and can work on it full time. otherwise … i don’t know. i want to be done sometime on the weekend. because FLORI might be coming to visit and i wouldn’t want to spoil that fun by having an essay on my agenda. plus, i need to start studying for the finals. three of them actually.
something which the teacher of the course does not seem to have realized. i wrote him on sunday, he shortly replied wanting to know my exact topic and i haven’t heard from him ever since. frustration.

this is procrastination, i know. but what to do. i just need five minutes “off”. enjoy the sound of a story being added to the building next door and let go of my anger here. hehe.
i hope to find the time to go out jogging for once tonight. haven’t done that in a while, maybe it’ll do me good?

well. i don’t really have more to say, other than: i voted and so should you. make up your mind about what you want the eu to do and participate. goodbye, disentchantment with politics, hello, interest and change. no matter what critics say, i think it’s important.

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